Self esteem comes from within. If you have low self esteem relationships can be a tricky thing. You may think you bring nothing to the relationship or are a poor spouse, father, or mother.
For my wife early on in our marriage I destroyed her self esteem. By looking at other woman online in pornography it made my wife feel inadequate. Man that was the dumbest mistake ever. I love my wife very
much. My wife is very beautiful. Her hair is wonderful long or short. She looks amazing with highlights in her hair. Her eyes see right through me. Her body drives me crazy and I love to watch her get ready to go somewhere. I love watching her try on new clothes for me. She takes my breath away. She has amazing legs and her smile is so sweet. I know these things in my heart, but cannot get her to believe me because of the beauty of other woman. Other woman wear caked on make up, my wife needs very little. Other woman may pretty, but they are not my wife. I just want her in my life. I want to experience new things with her. I want to break out of my comfort zone and do something amazing with her. I want to go after our goals with gazelle intensity. I want to raise our kids together. I want to make her dreams come true. I want to move to a more cultured city. Most of all I want her to want me back so I could do these things with her. I want her to know I'm sorry and know I love her and know she is so amazing and beautiful.
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