Selfish

I asked my wife to tell me the most negative thing about me. Selfishness. I always think, well I haven't bought anything in months. But if I look at overall cost and time spent away from family... yep Im one selfish jerk. My wife has nothing. Besides a new car(must have) and laptop(for work). Yea IM a real jerk. Sell the motorcycle, the scooter, mt bike, road bike, game console, games. Yep I could finish the kitchen easy.
Next, I love cycling. I love training and mt bike racing. It takes a lot of time to train and go to events. It also can cost a bit of money over a years time. Occasionally she goes a long. But then she has to watch kids while I have fun.
Action plan. No more toys. I have enough for a life time and hope that I can sell a few. Cycling. Is good for my health and racing makes me happy. I plan to cut the amount of events in half. Do only the events close to home and not pressure her to go.
I need be more caring and giving to my family. I need to squash my needs and put my kids and wife first. Then and only then I will be a better man.

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